i’m not perfect!!! I never was and never will be. Still i can’t help but wonder…why does it feel like everything i do is wrong. It’s not just waking on the wrong side of the bed or whatever..but i always just seem to say the wrong words at the wrong time. What makes it worse is my never ending hope that things would be alright…but when would that be…???~roma~
When you think that nothing can go wrong?Think again,you just might be in for a surprise.Most of the time when you’re all happy and enjoying the so-called life,something just comes up giving you a reason to doubt, to feel anxious and just want to give up. Suddenly you are forced to deal with lifes dramas and unexpected glitches.You become faced with the reality that problems don’t solve themselves..that some things never change..and that maybe…just maybe…you’re better off not hoping that life is all bliss.
~roma~
When everything doesn’t turn out right people react in different ways..me? I try to keep my mouth shut. It’s just that sometimes I just can’t and despite of the apologies and everything i get stuck in the middle of nowhere.
After a while,when u think everything is just about alright…there comes another roller coaster ride. You go along with the ride, clinging to the roller coaster for dear life,afraid you just might fall.When you reach what you think is the end,you find yourself with quite a few bruises,your hands aching from holding the handle bars so hard,your skin turning black and blue from the hard bumps…and you make amends,trying to convince yourself that you’ll get over it. But you don’t and you just find yourself in a scarier and more dangerous ride.
…that is the ride of LIFE…
~roma~
How will you feel when we are the only ones left here?
……There would be no clouds anywhere here.
Every day filled from the sun
……In our arms we awake and wait..
As the shore and sun and ocean come to us.
….everyone shall always lust for the night and dark.
I would draw your deep dark eyes on my circle mirror,
….. just to see what you see..
I can lie and dream of your love as you please..
…..i can dream and lie about love.
All these emotions of mine..
….. stopping me giving my life
to a rainbow like you…
~roma~
Have you ever experienced a day in your life when you feel nothing but numb and empty? All the pain,remorse,frustration,anxiety and uncertainty which could have been drowned by happy thoughts just leave the surface and become nothing but memories. I should be alarmed by now…its very unusual for me to feel nothing but empty…more so because the feeling doesn’t stop. It just keeps on growing everyday.How long would it take before someone notices,or rather the right one notices? How long before he finally comes out of his bubble of indifference and neglect and realize ? ~roma~
It’s sad how one can be so near yet so far. It’s easy to understand that we have our own share of things to do and our own lives to lead.Does that justify how one tends to neglect the people close to them?
The tide comes in to wash away
our castles in the sand.
Our palaces that last one day
will crumble in our hand.
The tallest waves grow in the sun
and die in tiny streams.
They take our castles one by one,
they cannot take our dreams.
**anonymous**
I’ve heard once that u can never really know and understand what “love” is without getting hurt…well,i’ve seen several people laugh,get butterflies in their stomach,cry,enter into a shouting match and hurl hurtful words at each other,make-up,compromise and make sacrifices, marry or break-up..and i ask..have they come to a clear understanding of that four letter word? I’ve been thru quite a few of my own and honestly i just don’t get it sometimes. ~roma~
I don’t know how much more of this I can take…it’s seems like a simple thing to ask..and yet it keeps on repeating itself. I should have known that the words “i’ll try” were meant to be broken!
